In my dream I was playing with a baby and his diaper got real dirty, as in it was leaking every where dirty. I looked around for someone to change it, but I couldn't find anyone. So I changed the diaper myself. Just as I finished a women came in and started yelling at me for changing her baby's diaper. I tried to explain it was leaking and how I didn't want him to get diaper rash, but she just kept yelling at me, "This isn't your baby!" Then later in my dream I was playing with a baby. I would grab his toes and he would giggle. Then he would grab his own toes and giggle some more. We played this game for quite a while. Then the same thing happened. A group of people came in and started yelling at me for playing with a baby that wasn't mine. They just kept yelling "This isn't your baby."
Oh, no, Savannah! I'm sorry :o( I hate that our silly subconscious has to remind us of the pain. As if we don't have enough of it!
ReplyDeletewhat a rough night. I hate dreams like those because they seem to never leave your mind or heart. At least it was a dream :) I dont know what else to say but trust in the Lord's plan for you. That has really helped me
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always someone else's and never yours. When will it be your turn? Will it ever? If not why? If so then why not? Your dreams are very telling of your heart.
ReplyDeleteHorrible dream! I definitely remember those feelings. You deserve to be a mother. It's just not fair.
ReplyDeleteYou're totally normal for having those dreams. I used to have dreams that a baby was crying in the room next to me and I'd actually wake up, run to the other room and stand and cry when I saw that the crib was empty.
ReplyDeleteThat crib will be occupied someday. That diaper will belong to your child. I'm so sorry your dreams are reflecting your reality of empty arms.