I can't bring myself to go buy another purse. A few months ago when I noticed its condition I decided I would tough it out until this summer. Then I would need a diaper bag and I could just carry my wallet in it.
I don't need a diaper bag anymore...
I am amazed at how the little things, like a purse, remind me that I'm not going to be a mom this summer.
We have talked about letting Ally have kittens this summer, but I didn't want to have kittens at the same time we had a baby. We think she is pregnant now and they can't come fast enough. I need a distraction and her belly isn't even growing yet.
I think about taking a day off of work and I won't because I was saving all my time for when the baby came.
I'm not even going to mention the baby shower invites.
I wish every little thing didn't remind me I'm not going to be a mom this summer.
