tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2523466503020855745.post1551499601002737153..comments2023-08-09T07:22:59.943-06:00Comments on Because I Can't Have Babies: Going through the grief cycle (again)Savannahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17584445611402346917noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2523466503020855745.post-26339818875168817862009-06-09T13:44:33.510-06:002009-06-09T13:44:33.510-06:00Oh i'm so sorry I just want you guys to be par...Oh i'm so sorry I just want you guys to be parents so bad, I want that pain to go away!! I will most likely never be pregnant and I really mourned that for a long time. I'm okay with it now except the hard thing about adoption is your are just waiting around, you never know when you will become parents! People that can get pregnant just say "hey lets have a kid" and 9 months later they get one (well most of my friends seem to have it that way anyway!) I hate not having control over it and just not knowing when!Mekahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09133487619932426670noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2523466503020855745.post-12109612730746055322009-06-09T10:30:23.370-06:002009-06-09T10:30:23.370-06:00It is really hard. You sometimes think you are doi...It is really hard. You sometimes think you are doing well then all of a sudden it hits you and it hurts. You go through those feeling all over again when you thought you were dealing with it. It happens. I know then I am like I am going to be positive and think the best that they are going to call today or by the end of the week so you keep positive and then when it doesn't happen it is heart breaking and you don't know how to stay positive when tha happens. I know I always ask Tim what did we do to deserve this and I know truly it isn't what someone did or anyone's fault but that this is life and life sometimes is not fair and I know everyone says one day it will be your day but it feels like forever away but it has to happen. I can't see how it can't. Go through the grieving then keep your head up and keep doing what you are doing. :)Sue and Timhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15994102279288882171noreply@blogger.com